lasep

While holding onto our memories, we tend to live for a past.
we do things that we are doing now so that when we look back, it would be beautiful.
we keep pictures of ourselves at different times, our friends, the places that we've been to, the good times that we had, just so as to remind ourselves that we had once lived, passionately.

it the midst of creating a nostalgia, we sometimes hold back to many of these memories.
my papa keeps every single thing that he thought was useful and could possibly be useful again.
my house is like a garage, the distasteful type.

I was lookin at one of my most precious light, a sensor-activated-lamp. it was a 21st bdae present given to me by my beloved college buddies~ but it has lost its sensitivity and decides to take hold of a task as a vase instead.




However, i guess we all move on, and i thought it was a time for it to move on too. My initial idea of it switchin to a vase was to hope that one fine day, the sensor my miraculously resurrect by itself. But i guess it has expired its stay both as a lamp and a vase.


So on this fine 24thNov, I am going to let you go. we let go of certain parts of our past so as to accomodate more of our future. This is what we meant by moving on. Not every departure should be upsetting. Sometimes, when we learn to let go, we learn to gain more.

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