the pinch of salt that brings high

human are born sadistic. let's admit.
we wun know what is happiness unless there is pain.
but apparently im onli able to understand happiness as a distant unachievable element.
that's my only understanding of happiness, while i indulge myself in a pool of depression.
That is how i know happiness. by lookin at happiness from a distant
while rubbing salt on my wound.

perhaps i can reach it. but it would probably be happiness no more if i can taste it without sadness. That's why i choose to keep my fair share of pain with me, everywhere i go.


happiness - sadness = monotony.